As If I Wasn't There

She danced as I swallowed cheap wedding champagne
I couldn't stomach her beauty
I swear she turned in perfect circles
As she danced the night away
She doesn't even notice me watching

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Little pills in littler hands,
When swallowed get us drunk.
Depression is a side-effect of living.
Sugarcoat me; I can't live with myself.